When I was young all I felt about you was a star who danced well but with some weird pose, a star who liked to shake his hand and kept shouting 'hoo hoo or yehh hey' while singing. Mayb you are more unique to me from your appearance, from a black to a white. Even b4 I was brought to this world you were already a famous King of pop but when I was 10, your music was still a hit. I do likw your music but not to the extent of a crazy fan, just a feeling that your music is nice and you seem to be unique but not much of admiration.

When I start growing up, the rumous about you and ppl around you never ends though you seem not to be actively involved in your singing career. Your name always appears on the magazines/tabloid alleging you sexually abuse the children, accusing you a paedophile, a person who doesn't respect his own race as he bleached himself white, undergone surgery etc etc. Due to the mass report, I started to be skeptical and leading me to believe that you are weird and bizzard.

2009, you come back to the stage, a place where you belongs to. But I haven't got too much of interest, expensive ticket that I could not afford first of all, Not too much of admiration second of all.

Then the astonishing news of your death just right b4 your concert has shocked the whole world I believe. When I was told about your death I felt bad but not to the extent which would make me feel miserable and think it was a big lost. All I feel was MJ fans must be heartbreaking.

Mayb this is Me or this is human, will only start appreciating after we have lost sth. I started to read some of your news, started to watch some of your concert clips and interviews. The more I learn about you the more I regret not to know you more b4 you have gone. It's not only admire your talent as a musician but also highly respect you being a kind hearted, sincere and polite person. As pointed by my friend how could the press keep attacking a nice person like you.

It's a total and complete shame for us to lose you, but looking at how ppl sometimes may hurt you, mayb it is good for you to R.I.P now and I believe you must be having more laughter now in heaven.

How could I justify and being firm to say that MJ was a nice and kind-hearted person? And how would I know if he has or hasn't sexually abuse the child or any other accusation alleged to him was not true? To be honest I don't know what will be the Real Truth, but it is just the way he makes me feel. An innocent and sincere heart is what he had, as a star, a super super King of pop, he still manage to be humble and polite to ppl around him, the way he speaks was never rude but sincere, he was never reluctant to love especially to his fans, the way he kept saying I Love you to his fans really touched me to the bottom of my heart, playing with the children innocently as if he was also a little kid. I just don't understand why is so wrong about it?

As he himself correctly pointed out, having grown up in front of 100,000 millions of ppl at the age of 5, his life is destined to be different. And yes he is always a contentious yet talented Star- the King of POP. May he will R.I.P