people always say the most difficult person you can ever confront is yourself.

Totally agree as it is always difficult to mirror ourselves and confront our own weaknesses.

TODAY, khim is telling herself to be less weak, less sentitive more independent!

I didn't know I am that weak inherently, blame it on the weather and the coldness or blame it on loneliness...

I start being skeptical to my ability to control my emotional, my standard of maturity and my level of rationality, when i used to dislike people who being too sensitive and easily be emotionally afffect, why have I turned into one of those? Where is the khim who used to be rational and decisive?

What is the best way to find my way out of this? Hopefully confusion is the path lead to some inspiration eventually. Mayb in my dream i might get some hints...