Every year I have got the same question in my mind, so... what's the meaning of life?

Is it only when one is too free, this question start poping up, or when you think you start losing yourself and losing your way? Actually does it really matter?

sometimes I am like a fool keep losing myself? I sometimes really don't know wat am I aftering and what have I done right and wrong. It is just decision made, who knows right or wrong? But will I regret if I made the choice? There is always danger in making decision, isn't it?! But, nothing venture, nothing gain.

Now that I know coldiness and loneliness will make a person feel weak innerly, until I can't believe that it's me. Until i start dislike myself being such a loser, i start to worried actually i am not as strong as I thought? Why do i feel like i wish to just lean on someone, someone who would be able to just let me lean on and direct me the way.

Possibly it's time for me to face the truth - there is no way out, when it's late and you are all alone, perhaps the only way is to keep walking, keep walking despite of fatigue & depression.... Coz maybe? maybe? there will be a silver lightning, and if I dun give up MAYBE MAYB I can see RAINBOW across the sky. erm...... seems like life still full of hope, perhaps my meaning of life is to keep discovering different HOPES in life?

Hey Khim- you are so tiny so so so tiny in the universe, now that you am given a chance to live on earth why shall I not seize every of my day?

hem... perhaps i need to change my attitude, always reckon I am too lay back and not pro active enough in pursuing aims & goals.

okok!! this time round I am not going to just sit back and waste my time anymore!
FIGHTING FIGHTING khim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!