it was a very nice holidays, spending time with close friends, sight seeing the most beautiful architect and scencery in the world, eating delicious foods, chilling and relaxing. It was really nice. Unfortunately, happy time is always short (eventho sweet but always short) After holidays is all daily chores, frustrating stuff etc, well life has not been too bad but i think i really not good in choosing especially when i am put in a crossroad, hanging in the middle, hate the feeling of donno where to go.

Somtimes i tell myself actually it is really not a big deal, if i can go with X road then juz swap to Y road, feel much better if i think so, but if i ever think otherwise, i really dun like the feeling of hanging. But life is juz about making decisions and choosing the path u thought is rite..

Sometimes i blame why can't everything juz go smoothly? but i think i knew sometimes it is very much bcoz of me, i m juz such a lousy person, an undecisive and procrastinator, and at the end things juz not goin to go rite.. ohhhhhh!!!!

I feel like juz let thing goes as it wishes, but when i thought of this, i knew I am actually insisting of sth else which i dun wish to give up easily. And confusion juz creep in, and i start not knowin wat to choose and wat to do. I really wonder is it only me who is such a failure or i am juz too weak to overcome barriers in life?

I start realising i am not as strong as i thought and i so bad in facing difficulties.. coz a lil bit of prob will make me feel miserable and frustrated.

If life is filled with choces i hope i have opted the right one

I think I feel bad bcoz i m fear to make decision, makin me undecisive