I always find myself a little bit difficult in making a decision, perhaps i am too easily influenced by the others, and easily give up after making a decision, perhaps i am a person who is lack of perseverance. Prolly i am too used to an easy life, tat's why i am not firm in the decision made.

Should this be the best time to test myself and start training myself be more firm n b more persevere. i never wake up in the morning to exercise when i said it the nitez b4, i never go on diet after complainin that i have put on weight, i never stop watchin dram when i told myself it need to study later... am i being too good to myself, where i should start to be a bit harsh myself. Am i too undiscipline where i should be more organised?

aihhh! been knowing all these shortcomings long ago n keep giving feedback to myself, but yet still i haven't overcome my problems.. WAT IS WRONG WIF ME?

Again! i understand this wouldn't bring me any further if i keep living with all these defects!
perhaps it is really time for me to learn, how life should be, how can i live more effectively? n not giving up easily whenever i encounter some little prob... i give up too easily.. too keen in living in my own comfort zone.. the more i think about it the more i realise how useless am i actually..
i have no stand at all, i am easily affected, easily influenced easily givin up, not initiative enuf!
aihhhh~ am i really tat useless? well yea if i still dun give it a try this time n start work things out, i m really rubbish... come on! prove it to urself n prove it to others! walk your own ways n show ppl ur way!

Keep trying! try hard n don't be easily defeated! i will b proud of u if u make it at the end of the day! keep urself motivated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF U THINK U CAN U CAN DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIGHTING FIGHTING!!!