Munster Vs. ( i forgot wat's the name it is a french team)
it was a grand day in cardiff coz it was the heineken final rugby cup.. the whole cardiff was so happening.. everyone is wearin red walkin on the street.. well i honestly dunno anything bout rugby but del told me it was quite fun watchin it..
Okie second time workin in millenium stadium.. i hope i work in the box again this time coz i will b given TIPS ;p n yea me n del were assigned to the same box.. even better! so we happily changed our uniform.. it looked like stewardess tho.. anywayz.. we need to set up the box etc b4 the customer come in.. and were given briefin.. it was quite lengthy and i got so bored by it.. and when it comes this ' if any accident happens ple let xxx noe she will b bla bla bla' well i was thinkin this is simple waitressin stuff wat kinda accident would happen? prolly coz i din see any after working catering for so long.. anywayz i juz din give too much attention to it..
okiedoks.. customer came in we served lunch then the match kicked off.. everything was quite good.. me n del got another blonde gal in our box which was good coz she was nice n hardworking! and bcoz of her ( me n del thought so) we got loads of tips ;p yippie again..
well it was not a tough day it was a bit bz but it was manageable.. n the time passed quite quickly tho.. and it is near the time where we can get home! HOOO RAY!! and at this every moment!!!
u can hear khim OOucch in front of the basin =.= i m so so so zd by myself!! how can this happen? i washed the wine glass and polished them but when i put it on the table prolly i put too much pressure on it or wat.. i dunno the glass juz broke n the glasses juz went tru my LITTLE FINGER!! yea and it was the right little finger =.= but i m strong enuf I DIN CRY =) (sounds a bit kiddo)
then i was sent to the hospital to get my cut stitched up!! wuao!! first time in my life man... i m quite cool still coz i dun think it is goin to be big issue.. but meanwhile i tot i should b careful coz it might have some consequence.. well my little finger was wrapped up now.. n it is huge now!! hopefully 7 days later i can get the bandage off n the stitches off as well.. GOsh i really can't imagine juz a cut and i need to stitch my finger =( but the whole thing wasn't too bad coz i have got del n alan accompanyin.. n a nice employer as well.. (she is the one i mentioned in the beginnin if u have had an accident pls see bla bla bla.. i never noe she is so important till now.. )
yea and i have got a story for the scare on my little finger.....hem...
Kh!m thought hard on 11:42 AM.
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
=.=
Today is definitely not really a good day for me, i m not workin but wastin my time in my room, was thinknin to give my mom a call since for few days.. duno why we started this issue again, going back and not.. n yes we started quarrellin again.. everytime when we touch this issue it is inevitable for us to quarrel i really dun understand is my prob or my mom still can't understand me now?! and my mom is always the only one who can affect my emotional easily, from happy to sad... prolly she is always the one who i care the most! n i m always such a failure, n i m still..
This is not bad enuf, after surfing net for awhile i saw some news regards to the earthquarke in sichuan.. then i youtubed it, i think watchin video is always better than juz to read the words.. and i am rite, after watching the clips and some reported news my emotional was affected to the maximum.. i can't hold it anymore.. i sometimes dun understand.. mother nature is the greatest thing but yet very cruel sometimes.. and all my problems when i compare it to nature disaster i really can't imagine how tiny and minute my probs are..they are no longer a prob when compare to those who are still struggling with life in sichuan..
is it life so fragile and unpredictable? while ppl in the other end of the world is living happily, spending time with their family and friends, ppl in SiChuan has encounter such a great disaster.. sometimes i really dun understand the meaning of life? But when i see all the NGO working so hard to help i seems to understand a bit bout life..and i m blaming myself being so useless.. i merely noe how to sit in front of the PC feeling bad but doing nothing.. is this much that i can do?
At nite... initially was very happy to chat wif alan.. but after a while i dunno how we started this conversation.. and yes i was asked.. is it rite to be so liberal? I dunno i really dunno what is rite and wat is wrong some point in life? is it sth wrong wif being liberal? sth may b rite in my eyes but not neccesary in other opinions.. and do i really care? i juz dun wanna be so judgmental thinkin everyone is the world is wrong and i m rite.. who am i on the earth to say this thing? i think i still believe in my own theory.. so long we are not doing anythin hurting other ppl, we are not doing sth wrong eventho it might not be rite.. isn't it so? things juz gonna being complicated when we grown up.. but i tot it suppose to be very simple? isn't it? and it is really we who make the whole thing go complicated.. aiks.. i really dun care about this in this point of time coz i see bigger prob.. fragility of human life.. wat i noe is juz appreciate what i have now.. tat's it! n it is really tat's it!
Kh!m thought hard on 2:09 AM.
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Monday, May 12, 2008
a decision
I always find myself a little bit difficult in making a decision, perhaps i am too easily influenced by the others, and easily give up after making a decision, perhaps i am a person who is lack of perseverance. Prolly i am too used to an easy life, tat's why i am not firm in the decision made.
Should this be the best time to test myself and start training myself be more firm n b more persevere. i never wake up in the morning to exercise when i said it the nitez b4, i never go on diet after complainin that i have put on weight, i never stop watchin dram when i told myself it need to study later... am i being too good to myself, where i should start to be a bit harsh myself. Am i too undiscipline where i should be more organised?
aihhh! been knowing all these shortcomings long ago n keep giving feedback to myself, but yet still i haven't overcome my problems.. WAT IS WRONG WIF ME?
Again! i understand this wouldn't bring me any further if i keep living with all these defects!
perhaps it is really time for me to learn, how life should be, how can i live more effectively? n not giving up easily whenever i encounter some little prob... i give up too easily.. too keen in living in my own comfort zone.. the more i think about it the more i realise how useless am i actually..
i have no stand at all, i am easily affected, easily influenced easily givin up, not initiative enuf!
aihhhh~ am i really tat useless? well yea if i still dun give it a try this time n start work things out, i m really rubbish... come on! prove it to urself n prove it to others! walk your own ways n show ppl ur way!
Keep trying! try hard n don't be easily defeated! i will b proud of u if u make it at the end of the day! keep urself motivated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF U THINK U CAN U CAN DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIGHTING FIGHTING!!!
Kh!m thought hard on 9:07 PM.
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
MilanO
post milan
well it was a rather rush trip to milan where we only spent a night in milan..
i think everytime after visiting a place in europe i will have a strong feeling of unbelievable.. i wonder y till now i still can't believe it i m travellin in europe.. perhaps i think these places are too far from me, somewhere which i can only see it in the movie and now that i am here, i always find it like a dream...
first impression of milan... =.= it is like paris, crowded with cars n ppl.. n the cars unlike ppl in UK, ppl in milan drive aggressively, even the traffic indicated for the ppl to cross the road, the cars never stop... wat? much more serious compare to KL... but something good about these europe country is tat u don't really need to pay for the bus/tram.. coz the bus driver never check!! especially in the morning where it was crowded with ppl, the ppl juz hop in n hop out.. even it was less ppl, i saw ppl juz get it without checkin their ticket.. ( same thing happened in rome too) wuao imagine if we dun have to pay for bus in kl!!
okie... anywayz... the nitez of milan was so much more beautiful... i love its street with some nice cafe on the side..the road was bricks ( i wonder if it is) but it is not the usual asphalt road, also the weather was absolutely fine tat day, making me feel so comfortable while walking on the street..
one thing i discovered is why ppl always think milan, paris etc are romantic coz they do have beautiful architect, huge and full of artistry, although they might be polluted to a certain extent, crowded with ppl and cars. That's why when it comes to night where all these things disappear, and where all those beautiful building and lighting attract you, you can see the beauty of the city. u feel like slowing down your pace and appreciate its beauty and atmosphere.
having said so, milan doesn't have much spot to look around, but there has lotsa lotsa massive big branded shops, so if you are filthy rich ppl, milan is definately the best place, but for poor student like me.. window shoppin is more than enuf ;p anywayz, i got my pistachio ice-cream there i m more than contended =)
ohhh ya we went to the beautiful church ( the spot of Married a Rich Man) luckily hong told us to ignore those ppl there giving out pigeon's food, coz after they give u the food then they will ask $$ from u! and they will keep coming... so u must put on a firm face to shake them off!!
Kh!m thought hard on 7:55 PM.
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