i noe valentine's has been one week b4... but b4 this i really dun noe wat to jot down..
not that nothin to jot down but wonder how m i goin to write it...

for me every year valentine's it's a bit weird.. coz i really dun noe how to spend this day...
tho i had two relationship b4 but neither one been tru valentine's ..thus this day is always strange to me.. it's like another ordinary day for me.. tho deep inside my heart i wish to spend it wif someone special.. but every year i end up goin tru it alone... or sometimes better wif frenz..

i always come across some debate among some frenz is valentine's day a true romantic day or izzit juz a commercial crap?!

for me... i will prefer to b more naive choose to believe the former one.. tho i noe probably it may b used for commercial purposes... but it actually depends on how the couple wish to spend this special day.. well i dun noe the history of valentine's day thus dunno how come there will b such a day in our calendar... for me.. valentine's is a special day to express love to each other.. i suppose this is the most traditional n accepted reason... sweet & simple... not necessary need a big bouquet or nice present... but merely a nice card.. writin down all the words that u wish to tell he/she sincerely would be really sweet n romantic...

I always tell myself it's really not easy in this world to find someone that u love n in return love u too... tat's y if u found it... u got to appreciate it.. dun miss it or give up easily... perhaps there will b lot's of barrier in the first place... but if two of them can overcome all the obstacles n still trust n love each other.. perhaps.. they have found their true love...

perhaps i m really too naive or conservative.. probably ppl will b laughin at me havin such a simple thinkin.... but i really wish to have a relationship which is really pure... at the age of 22 i still believe there will b true love.. coz i believe thing will happen to those who believe in it =p
even tho it really doesn't happen to me ... i still believe that it existed.. at least it will happen on others... n i will feel really happy for those ppl ( especially it happens to my frens)

for me 14/2/07....surprisingly... this year unlike the previous years... i had a really nice n sweet valentine's tho dun have candle light dinner no big bouquet but receiving a nice card n havin dinner wif him was already very contented for me.... i can feel his sincerity... n i guess i couldn't deny i m fond of too... well... it's still too early to say anything now... but at least this is a good start i suppose....