for the past few weeks i really thought that y i m so bad luck?! y i need to encounter these kind of unluckily circumstances?! i kept blaming.. y good stuff won't come to me?! kept grumblin n mumbling.. sayin how unlucky i m...

but this moment.. i really think that i m such a lucky gal... really thx God for all that i have now... i sincerely appreciate it..

i m a gal that grown in greenhouse.. i m carefully taken up by my lovely mummy, very protected... i dun have a clue how cruel or how difficult to scrape a living in the reality world.. i assumed that everything will b goin on smooth... as i always think naively that i will never encounter sth bad... that's y sometimes when i faced some little tiny obstacles i b strugling and got depressed easily...
my life has been too good n too easy... making me feel difficult to cross over tiny barriers...

life can be totally different and changed at the next moment... i realized it when my boss turned around n accused me as thief.. at that moment i really think that i have come to the harshest thing in my life ( tryin to be sarcastic to myself ...so u noe how protected i m now)

but this moment i can understand... wat does it means life is fragile... not merely losing 200 quids n being accused... this is nothing compare to those who are fighting very hard to survive!!

i come to realise... life can be totally diffirent in juz one second when i was told by my fren that she got a fren who needs to breath by relyin on the support machine after involvin in an accident in USA few days ago n none of her frens noe how she is now coz she is in USA...
wat is life?
unpredictable.
fragile.
but u will b really touched when u c the inner streght of a human being, fighting to survive..
u will b touched when everyone beside is giving full support, caring n encouragement...

i suppose this makes life precious n full of dignity.. isn't it deserving the highest respect?!!! tat's love that makes the whole world a better place.. isn't it?!

my fren was worried bout me too... coz she said i m now far from her as well.. she keeps remindin me to take care of myself.. n i said i promise i will coz i dun wan ppl who cares bout me to worried bout me...eventho i noe i m a careless, unsophisticated silly little gal... but i think i should b able to keep my promise..

pray for huey ching....