hem.... blue blue days...
probaby it's bcoz of fear of losing...
but at least now there is some nice voice accompanyin... somehow these voices kind of uplift me... encouragin..giving me faith..
music got this kinda strength... creating miracle..
-khim
Kh!m thought hard on 12:06 PM.
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Friday, January 26, 2007
thx god =p
for the past few weeks i really thought that y i m so bad luck?! y i need to encounter these kind of unluckily circumstances?! i kept blaming.. y good stuff won't come to me?! kept grumblin n mumbling.. sayin how unlucky i m...
but this moment.. i really think that i m such a lucky gal... really thx God for all that i have now... i sincerely appreciate it..
i m a gal that grown in greenhouse.. i m carefully taken up by my lovely mummy, very protected... i dun have a clue how cruel or how difficult to scrape a living in the reality world.. i assumed that everything will b goin on smooth... as i always think naively that i will never encounter sth bad... that's y sometimes when i faced some little tiny obstacles i b strugling and got depressed easily...
my life has been too good n too easy... making me feel difficult to cross over tiny barriers...
life can be totally different and changed at the next moment... i realized it when my boss turned around n accused me as thief.. at that moment i really think that i have come to the harshest thing in my life ( tryin to be sarcastic to myself ...so u noe how protected i m now)
but this moment i can understand... wat does it means life is fragile... not merely losing 200 quids n being accused... this is nothing compare to those who are fighting very hard to survive!!
i come to realise... life can be totally diffirent in juz one second when i was told by my fren that she got a fren who needs to breath by relyin on the support machine after involvin in an accident in USA few days ago n none of her frens noe how she is now coz she is in USA...
wat is life?
unpredictable.
fragile.
but u will b really touched when u c the inner streght of a human being, fighting to survive..
u will b touched when everyone beside is giving full support, caring n encouragement...
i suppose this makes life precious n full of dignity.. isn't it deserving the highest respect?!!! tat's love that makes the whole world a better place.. isn't it?!
my fren was worried bout me too... coz she said i m now far from her as well.. she keeps remindin me to take care of myself.. n i said i promise i will coz i dun wan ppl who cares bout me to worried bout me...eventho i noe i m a careless, unsophisticated silly little gal... but i think i should b able to keep my promise..
pray for huey ching....
Kh!m thought hard on 4:18 PM.
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Monday, January 22, 2007
bufday & new year eve!!!
hey... hope i still rmb wat happened on the 31/12/2006.. sometimes memory juz dun serve well.. hehe
well....yea... it's another trip to LONDON again!! ahahahaha...
me, ki, foon n vv decided to go london to countdown for 2007 ;p isn't it cool?!
normally it takes 2 1/2 hours to reach london... but this day it took us 4 hours... OMG... my head was really dizzy... coz i juz can't stay too long in the bus i dunno y...plus MR vv dun let me sleep along de way... bad!!!
the first thing that we goin to do when we reached london was head to china town =p wat else? lookin for food!! n buy my beloved 'dan tat' ^^
again.. we went to the same restaurant that we have been to on christmas eve.. the greatest diff today is that the restaurant was full n ppl keep comin.. wuao!
rite... after dinner...t ime to head to london eye.. coz we afraid we can't get a good place to c the fireworks ... so we slowly walked to forget wat street is it.. which specially for spectators to watch the fireworks.... along the way we saw a lot of police standing everywhere... then we start comparing the police here those in m'sia (tryin to b sarcastic ;p)
well... when we reached the street wuao... it was really crowded.. but luckily we still able to find a nice place =p then vv n foon said wanna go to washroom... ok.. then left me n ki... waiting for them there... but we waited for one hour vv n foon still haven't come back... we suspected sth must b wrong here... then we called vv.. (it is really difficult to reach them that time) VV said they were not allowed to enter the street anymore... coz the police said it was edi full inside no more oursider is allowed to enter!! then we were like? HUH?! how come?! so now.. wat should we do?! SIENz.... if we can't countdown together?! meaningless le...
but we can't do anything.... aiks... so we end up countdownin in diff places..aiks!
me n ki able to watch live fireworks but pity vv n foon juz can look at the big screen... aihhh
After countdownin... n able to meet each other... we minger around london street... taking picz ;p untill 3.30 a.m we can't stand the cold n tireness anymore... we try to find any restaurant still open in such a time n try to get into it... at least there is a place to sit.. n it will not b tat cold...
we can't c any restaurant open... then we said probably we can try out luck in china town probably the chinese restaurant will open till a bit late!!
BINGO!!! u are rite... there were some restaurant still open in 4 a.m. so u noe.. who is better in bussiness mind yahaha...
so we quickly get into the restaurant n sit untill it closed hehe ;p
then we need to look for another place for shade...coz it was rainin n was freakin cold out there... thus we found one amusement.. which will open till 6 in the mornin =p here.. vv taught us how to play pool hehe... cool experience ;p
we really stay till it close haha.. then we got back to victoria station to catch our coach... at first thought foon will need to wait for the next coach all alone... but luckily there is still some seat available.. so four of us went back to bristol safe n sound ;p
Kh!m thought hard on 5:55 PM.
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